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Heyaa friends.....m here again ...i knw its been quite a time since i have updated but i was actually bzyyy .......:) there r lot of things going through my mind n m wondering from where should i start......its rainning here again..i think it gives me mood to write sumthing :D i actually have a habit of reading newspaper daily..n if by sum reason i cant then i collect them n read it wenever i get time :P my frnds call me wierd ( hey i told uh dat didnt i??) bcoz i dnt do a single thing which a normal youngster is suposed to do O.o i m nt into fashion n i hate accessories, i m anime lover n an avid book reader..i always keeps one wid me ^_^ anyways we can talk abt me later also......lets continue so what i was saying is dat yeasterday i was reading awl the newspaper(a week worth of newspaper which i have collected) n suddenly came through a article on oprah winfrey.....wen i had first heard abt her i had googled her out n was thoroughly impressed with her achievements...then i had heard abt her visit in india n was anxiously waiting to get it on the air...but i must say i was dissipointed after watching it...as there was more of negative reviews then positive one.........i knw wat she had said was alll true..there r hell ov a problems here n we r still struggling to get there,,,the latest example is "uttarakhand baad" but stiil i feel that as one of the most influential celebrity in the world it was her duty to go in deep n understand an ordinary middleclass indian's lyf style . hey its a way better than wat normal people think abt here ya knw!! .....but she failed to bring sum positive side no??...there have nothing happened like dat ......even she had commented on traditional indian style of eating(using hands) i wish she wud have done more...but still i respect her alot after awl she is a woman of power , a personality we awl can learn from,,,,,:) she had gone through a lot but still she is standing tall n proud....i knw its been over a year since this"opera in india" incident but yeah while reading there her apreciation the old memories had resurfaced ........ i still admire her n her way of living is inspiring. i love her that line" feel like a queen and awl the problems are just the pebbles to which uh shud step on n move forward"  well hope soon..we wud grow n develop n wud shw not only her but the entire world that....we r way much better than wat they believe us to be :) here talking abt uttarakhand had certainly touched a chord.....god bless awl those army officers who have helped n still helping the victims there....god knws wat wud have happened if it wasnt fr them :/ i m too dissipointed with our leaders moreover m very dissipointed with myself......i m a part of this country but blaming eachother wud take us nowhere :/ once again nature have showed us that "who is the boss" n government has showed us that they are again the same "impotent" government  which are so proudly be selected by the damn fools( us) . its really a shame that just after 6 months of nirbhaya incident on 2 month of sarabjit...our government strategies hasnt improved that much its like nobody cares.....the special cammandos which are created to protect country r protecting the V.I.P's of our nation......bcoz we r ordinary people , our lyf isnt that valuable..wat wud happen if sum people die in bomb blast( refferring hyderabad blast here :/) there r hell lot of people there fr votes......so no tension there.gosh i dnt knw wat to do or say.....i just knw dat once i will find a suitable job i m definatly gonna do sumthng...(dnt ask me wat coz i dnt knw) m just here praying fr the people suffering from this calamity.....god bless!! ahh such a pessimist i m...:P well seeing the bright side.....most of the people are rescued..thanks to our brave soldiers hats off to them!! they have shown the true indian spirit .......plus i have seen the youngistan's reactions n can say that yeah situation r defiatly gonna change in future....bcoz its time to start now....i feel proud wen my friends trying to sort out the problems in the city, volunteering in helping other i am assured that things r improving even at a unnoticiable pace.....i have always seen many people who either had or currentlynwrking in foriegn saying that yo america is like this ,germany is like dat, uk is so clean n neat ..seriously sumtimes i feels like a they shud write poetry on them :P the thing that strikes me is why the same people wen comes back in india dont even think a second before loitering roads  with waste. they dont even think a second that its their own country which they are polluting even if they not gonna live here......i called this "foriegn fever syndrome" where uh r gonna like everything thats not our own :P yeah really.......i have read the reviews on various things n can say that every country is now strugggling with their own problems........whether if its pollution thing in china, finding jobs are stiill very difficult in USA although their conditions are improving n just like that.. even if those r nt shown out in the wrld it doesnt means dey dont exist...they do n we just have to understand dat!! if we have to become better we have to take things in our hand....admiring others n doing nothing is not gonna help nt if uh want to improve. its funny wen its ohk to speak (not so good) hindi..but if uh sucks at english then uh will become a laughing stock in india..even ur own frnds gonna ignore uh (we awl have seen english vinglish no??) but funny thing is dat in uk or us its not a priority...as people understands that english is not ur first language even i sucks in grammer ( srry fr dat plzz try to ignore ^_^)  i knw we have the potential to grow to be the best....but the things is people are addicted to the easy life we r living here...noone dares to take responsibilities......government, people nobody.....we awl just blame eachother n it had nt only spoiled our image in front of the wrld but in sumways have killed our conscience so much that nothng matters to us anymore as long as we r easy.....n then everybody goes on n say "is desh ka kuch nahi ho sakta" here i remember a line fr the film "rang de basanti"....."zindagi jeene k do hi raaste h ek jo ho rha h hone do.......ya dusra zimmedari uthao badalne ki" now here m asking are we capable enuf ki hum zimmedari utha sake?? yes ofcourse we are.......2nd >>are we trying to do so?? nope certainly not.....i knw once again i hAVE lectured uh awl alot ( according to my buddies m very good at it :D) n this blog has been very long..thanxx again if uh r reading this....its just dat i want people to try..try harder than wat they r doing,,n if uh have read this n feels that m right then start from urself....encourage people to stop taking shortcuts n wrk hard so there will be no need to do "jugaad".always remember that there is no shortcut to success......feel free to decide wat is right fr uh n things will fall in place on their own!! be happy have fun but without compromising with ur responsibilities.......n yeah luv urself <3 <3 sayonara ^_^