ThIs iS A lYF ,,,hOlD On tIgHt...na na na yeah!! :D

heya friends....well most of the time when i write things in this blog is when i feel that too much things are bottled up in me and i wanted to let it awl out....the things i see at work, things happening to the people close to me n awl.......i update after so long is just bcoz i dnt want to write just bcoz i have to.......writting is an art, a platform infact a powerfull one where uh can use ur words as strength isnt it?? well i dnt knw much famous writters but i have read good books of some really great authors.......well sydney sheldon used to be my favorate ones(becozz they were the only ones available in our school library :D) other than tha jk rowling,agatha christie,dan brown, nicollas sparks are my fav...hey there r indian authors too whom i like to read well i have read many books sum r pretty good but i cnt remember many of their names right now just some whom i have read againa again like preeti shenoy, chetan bhagat , amish tripathy(if uh r a book lover uh wud knw why) .well uh awl must be thinking why i am telling uh awl this ..actually i was going through preeti mam's blog n was surprised to knw that months n months she used to write blog without anyone even watching it...but still she didnt stop....i think thats the spirit of writting right?? well todays blog is just to say thanxx to awl those who have been viewing this blog.....it feels good to know that even if the number is less sum people r still intrsted reading wat uh feels its like sharing ur heartout to someone uh dnt have to wrry abt :) i knw my last sum blogs had been very depressing, where i always talk abt problems, needed to be change, revolution n awl....pretty hard to digest isnt it?? :D uh awl must be thinking that i m a complainer who always complains n do nthng....well its not like that ,,,,i enjoy my lyf yeah infact i live every ounce of it proudly!! wen ever someone says that "you r very responsible gal nikki" i always say that hey i m not responsible ,m just trying to die without regrets :P :D weird?? true but actually its a gud way to avoid many problems where uh consider urself as ur own judge . i consider myself very lucky to be born in my family......i knw i hadnt talked abt it very much so today m here to say sum few linness "AHm ahm"  abt my precious family.i will try not to write it much longer okay. well i have a small family with maa , paa n shivam( mah baby brother :* )  i love them awl. my mom is the worlds  coolest mom for me, i share everything with her..my mom is my best friend..she is reliable, supportive, and very good at advices.....wenever i feel low consulting her always helps me.......i wish i cud tell her how much i love n respect her even after awl d fights i had wen  i become moody n create tantrums...she is the best person i can ever wish fr!! then nw comes to my dad well he is veryy serious n he speaks very less .he is possesive , protective n can be very non understanding( irritating :P srry dad:D) at a times but still i love him fr everything he has done fr me.......fr every need (jo unhone puri ki ho mere bina bole) wen i see my friends i really find myself on a very good side of lyf.well who wudnt be wen uh have liberal parents, a fun job n world best n kindhearted girl as uh bestie huh ;) well nw as uh knw my parents lastly my bro..well in nutshell i can say that we share a "tom-jerry" relationship :D or "naruto-sasuke" watever uh like to say......:D we always fight even became famous in our neighbourhood as most noisy children but he is a part of myself n i owe to protect him forever.......so its my family my sweet little safety...where i can i always come to :) m not writting this to shw my skills or sumthng (as uh knw i dnt have much :P) its just that i m feeling gratefull....fr everything i have n want everyone out there to knw it..i guess its not only me who shud be but everyone else who feels low n down at a time!! always remember there is always sumone out there wishing fr a life uh r living......i knw there r many thing we want to have or do but its nt possible no??.......even we can achieve awl dat the list is just endless.......the least we can do here is to thank that sumone in the sky for "roti, kapda aur makan" he is giving us..the ability that we can afford using lappy n tabs today isnt it?? being gratefull to the people who have in sum way or other held sum place in ur lyf is sumthng which not only wud make that person happy but will give uh a inner joy as well....well i knw most of the people knw this but wat i m doing here is just reminding uh....ya awl intelligent fellows :D if uh hadnt done it or suffering than change it...this small things can create a big change..sumthing so microscopic that uh wont even find it but feel.....i firmly believe that its everyones right to do things they want..i myself is a believer.....i have dreams that i want to accomplish n will do everything i can to make my life the way i want it to be but i knw that even if awl those thing wont happen then also i will be hapy bcoz i tried...the latest a person  can do in this matter is to let go n least we can do is be happy....happy to understand the value of it right?? well m off here fr tonight .hope ya awl r not bored...well lets make the best out of everything then from tommorow lets try to enjoy lyf with a different approach n see the magic *BOOM* n have the way with it........jate jate ek line....>>>>

      ARZ KIYA HAI>>>>

"Khushiyan milti nahi mangne par,

 Manzil milti nahi raah pe ruk jane par.

 Bharosa rakhna khud par aur us rab ar,

 Sab kuch deta hai wo sahi waqt ane par."

 sayonara, goodnight n sleep well :) <3