Born This Way ^_^: WhAt ThE hElL!! O.o

Heya guyzzz........long time isnt it :P i havnt updated since last month!! well its nt like i dnt have anything to say hmm i guess its just dat m feeling very lazyy as its been very hot here :) infact i have a hell of things that i wanna simply blurt it out !! things has been so hectic.....with full of sweet memories n sour experiences!! its raining here n finally m feeling alive...so here i m again!! ^_^ hehe uh knw i dnt like to get out in the rain then my bestie(a freakin rain lover) says to me..that once uh fall in love rainy season will become ur fav ones......n i was like really?? gosh.......i always read abt woman's right n awl .people says india is growing n conditions of women r better now..but the question is "really"?? is it so?? well m asking bcoz wenever i go out i dnt see it........anywhere!! atleast not in people's mentality.....a guy wont leave his seat in a bus bcoz he thinks that women shudnt be given such "luxuries" (as i must say it)...just bcoz women nw wants the equal rights of men but they can happily offer it to some other guy. well i m nt blaming the guy here but wat hapen to such men wen they rightfully n proudly sits in a reserved "women" compartment?? in india men grow up being a paradoxx.......they shamelessly hit on others sister but keep their own in confinements bcozz they knw this "big bad wrlds n cruels shameless guys" which in most aspects are similar to themselves!! its okay fr them to be a playboy playing with a gals feelings but wen a gal dare to do that they are being tagged as "sluts" why?? is it so wrng fr woman to be herself n take her decision without a man's consent?? I m feminist but m nt bicthing here bcoz of it...m saying awl thesse bcoz m hurt!! hurt fr my best friends who is going through awl these.......she has sacrificed her likes just to be with sumone(that bastard) she used to call her love.........who have dumped her nw just bcoz she didnt agree to sleep with him n he goes on saying that " hey mere paas ladkiyo ki kami nahi h tere jaisi to bht mil jayegi aur tu to utni sundar bhi nahi h"!! i mean what the hell.......is being beutifull is the only trait to describe a woman?? a gal is nthng than a fucking body?? uske paas dil nahi hota...!! In our country men dont even needs a reason to be proud they just do n a woman have to prove herself being "wrthy" again n again!! I guess we awl have heard abt mallika's comment in cannes film festival.....n i personally feel that wat she had said was partially true..even if my fav actress priyanka chopra says otherwise!! i think its bcoz of different upbringing. priyanka had born in a modern family with parents having liberal thinking but situations are different with mallika......her family was orthodox or "indian minded" wat i call them.....where a role of a men n women is predefinedn n any type of changes r nt allowed. hmm but thinking deeply we can say that boys r nt only faulty here........gals are equally responsible!! they like to be pampered n always thinking emotionally gets them hurt.......i have learnt sum grt thing abt a woman's nature being at wrk....>>

1) they gets jealous wen another female colleage starts giving them competition n acquaring more attention ...but its doesnt matter wen a guy do that...they happily surrender themselves that yeah "gals r fool n its a fact...they can never beat any guy"

2) they r more bitchy than a guy n starts being more emotional just to get wat she wants...even if it makes them appears weak.

3) having desire to be appreciated fr beauty n always gives more time to makeup!!

i knw i knw m also a gal n thATS wat makes me sad.....the above points are not applicable fr awl the women out there n if uh r reading this n didnt like it than m heartly srry fr dat!! its just dat m passionate abt lyf n want to see that in others too.........a woman's lyf doesnt end with marriage but rather starts with it.........being a wife a mother n having a family is i guess a biggest desire of a gal...mine too bt living a respectfull life is equally imortant!! awl the gals shud remember this that nature have made us different from boys not just to keep the balance but having n giving more than that. dnt compare urself with a man or try to be like him....,,,uh r a woman!! a beautiful, sensative, intelligent and heartfull n respect that!! be a emotional woman who can strongly handle her lyf like a man. uh can give lyf... men cant do that.......yeah!! remember ur place n remember every ounce of respect n love uh deserve......sacrifice is sumthng we mostly connects with a traditional indian woman n i agree that only a woman is strong enough to do dat but keep in mind fr whom uh r doing it........uh r not a waste but a part of a nature n treat urself like one . i wish i can say this to awll my wrk colleages but m srry that they r typical indian people n dnt want to change dat.......varsha di wants to marry n its her biggest goal in lyf n hemu sir thinks that "women r lower than trash n they should be shown there place" .i knw m just a mere teenager but yeah it confuses me alot ......i sumtime thinks that the biggest fight that our country is gonna face is nt that fight with china or america but rather a fight with itself!! fight to grow...grow upto its old glory!! a nation of prosperity, culture n lyf!! n fr that it needs equal contribution from female's side <3 i knw this blog has been so long...but told ya already want to let it awl out :) i have many questions n nw struggling to find the right answers but at the end i just want to tell my heart out!! abt hw proud i am fr being a woman...even with its difficulties i knw i will find my way one day!! i wish that people will allow to change themselves sumday n lyf will be less troubled with less questions to answer right??