BiRtHdAy bLaSt!! ;) :D

HI Friends!! Had a awsum blossom day yesterday!! uh know as day before yesterday ie 5th of July ....was my birthday. Well  i m more of a homely person...n rarely celebrate my birthdays uh knw ..weird?? i know but that's the way i m :P :D anyways so..as i always do on my birthdays ..i was planning to spend it with a book, a glass of cold coffee and of course my bed :P :D but it didn't happen that way ..:P i got a call from my friend...bitch1 aka shraddha (oye don't mind her name..she's such a sweetheart ^_^) n she was  practically screaming on the phone ...(god save my ears O>O)

Our convo was like this  
 she = > "Niks today's Ur bday..:D??" 
 Me => "OH shit Sherlock!! uh r so intelligent :P "  
 she= Oyee kutti.here i m so happy for uh n wishing uh awl d way in the morning n uh r not even grateful" 
 me =>  "Oh thank uh my lady...mai tera yeh ehsaan kaise chkaungi :P now Wat's d deal for calling so early??"
she => "oye lazy ass stop slacking off...nw say where is d party?? :P "  
 me => "Wat party?? :P forget it..i m gonna sleep today"    
 she ="haha i knew uh wud say that that's why we all had already planned the party at               woodcastle....today sharp 2:00 pm, first lunch then mall , everybody is gonna be there n we awll r ..gonna have a full blast :P :D be sure to be there on time ...n yeah treat is on you :P :D, TATA n happy birthday ;) :P :D "

n hence i did finally end up being there....:P n yeah we really did have a blast!! i m really grate full to that bitch for being such a bitch :P (sweetheart) n throwing me such an awsum party!! ^_^ really one of the most memorable days of my life.....here r sum clicks :D

Really it was awsum day.....had so much fun after a long time :D did i tell uh that we r school buddies?? i guess not ..hehe well we awl were in the same school....but then went our own ways for colleging and awl.....the one who is wearing specs on my right is my best friend  :D she is still in college wid me...the one on my left is the bitch i was talking about ;) beautiful ne?? :D i know she is really a darling...the the one at the corner is ishita..she is currently studying medical  from Russia n came here on holidays....the last n the least is shubhangi she is also in the came college as me n really a good friend :) there r a lot more in this lill (mind uh :P ) gang of mine bt they all are currently out of the city.....hence we five were the only once..bt it wasnt fun any less :D 

i m not much of a social person bt still i believe that at the end of the day..if uh have people in Ur lyf to love n care for..then lyf is good ;) uh r blessed :D

Here my last pic ....they r gems of my lyf.they make me feel grateful n happy :) as a saying goes - happiness is nothing if uh don't have people to share with.....;) i m fortunate enough to be blessed with such great friends!! 

hehe sorry bt can't help this one..its pakka last okizz   :D. actually we awl were trying to make sexy pout faces.....but we ended up making these totally "not" sexy duck faces :P :D ...hahaha!! :P  had a loads of fun!! now m wrapping up this post!! AS for my bday wish..i wish happiness n well being of awl!! amen ^_^

sorry fr the swearing..:D tata ..Bobbye..Tc :)

Sharapova V/S Indians :P seriously?? :|

Ohioooo buddies!! surprised??didn't expect me so soon :P well  m surprised too!! :P anyways i m suddenly having this urge to write after hearing about THE WORLD WAR III i mean war between sharapova n sachin shipping fans!! lol i didn't knw how i shud react after reading awl DAT shit about ms sharapova just because she didnt knw who the greatt "sachin tendulkar" is!! :P

i mean seriously?? O.o after reading comments on her facebook's official page..i was dumbstruck !! i mean i seriously didn't knw if i shud be laughing hard or simply feel embarrassed :P gawd.....people were bashing her so badly ...some had even called her names like slut or sex bomb....just because she was ignorant of "The great Indian cricket "GOD"  sachin"  Whats the big deal....is this really such an issue??

well don't get me wrong i m a huge sachin fan n i ship him too......but going to such extent to criticize sum one who doesn't know him...i simply cant get that :/ I think sharapova is awsum too....afterawl she had won grand slams n awl!! how can being her not knowing mr tendulkar can make her a dumb n useless person....its so wrong!!
people should grow up.....n more likely they shud understand that by commenting such things n being an ass on social networking sites doesn't make them or Indians any great. Its just spoiling the reputation of indians n simply embarrassing our country in front of the whole world :( so what if she don't know the cricket's GOD :P is it a crime??...ab suli pe chadaoge kya.??..-_- its simply because Russians don't play cricket., maybe she don't have enuf time to learn things about other sports or maybe she is simply not interested!! why so much "hungama"over this :P Russians have their own sports n their own popular players...do we know about them?? i don't think so....:P

i think currently India have more pressing issues than this....poverty line isn't getting down, girls are still being harassed, corruption is still here, prices r hiking day by day,unemployment n wat not!! why don't such people start considering these problems rather than fretting over such things!! I wish i can go to each one of them n can shout really hard in their ear "GROW UP N GET A LIFE PEOPLE...STOP BEING CHILDISH N EMBARRASSING US" :D  i think even Mr Sachin wudnt have mind so much..really!! ^_^

PEACE PEACE PEACE!!!  :D Phewwww..............(sighs)
anyways so my ranting is over here n now m off to sleep!! sayonara....take care!!! shubhratri :) X)

# GiRl's $ToRy!! {Part-1}

hey guyzz!! its nice to be back!! hmm well everytime i think or more like decide dat i wud write every once in a while....but i never seem to be able to do so!! well let it be....m still trying no ;) well as always my habit of overthinking everything has always been a trouble for me......bt it cant be helped i guess!! anyways...have uh guys ever thought about breaking the norms??? its much easier said than done!!

even though i m an indian n i m very much proud of it...its still i find it hard to ignore the darker aspect of this....!! yesterday i was in the college and met a friend of mine who was absent....for a long time..i came to know that she was in the hospital. it was supposed to be a secret but i was lucky that she find me considerable enough to sought my help!! :) i  came to know thats she attempted suicide which resulted in her serious condition :/

the reason was revolting enough fr me to get hike up n now m putting it awl in my words here while speaking my heart out!! she belonged to a traditional joint family where woman are supposed to behave "woman like" and man are needed to be manly in short a typical indian family!! wat happened was she had started liking a guy from the college n had been in relationship since last December! and now her family found out abt the guy!!

her whole family is in chaos n everybody is blaming her for bringing shame to her family :( as if its not enough the elders or more like the "Mards" of the family have decided that now if she has enough guts to have an affair.then she is old enough to be married off :P yeahh she is likely going to be to get maried within a year....n worst is?? without her consent!!

she was crying so hard...i wasnt able to say a word :'( i was just stunned (once again mind uh :P ) by the stupidity of a society.....who thinks marriage is the solution of everything.....!! >_< if a girl is raped...marry her off!! if a girl is getting out of control(or called so)  then marry her off!! if the guy's family arent asking for much (dahej) marry her off..who know when will be the next time they will be able to find such guy :P gosh!! i Dont know Wat kind of intelligence(or called so) they have :P

they didn't consider her dreams....even if she was in love she never did let it affect her studies.....she was one of those straight A type!! always making her family proud whether in academics or sports!!she wanted to be an IAS but now everything is ruined n wats more sad is ...she thinks she deserve this..i mean really?? do uh think she deserve her dreams being snatched away from her just because she loved sum one???

why is it always the girl who is being blamed for??this double standards are ridiculous >_< In india where we have a great number of female deities who are not only being worshipped but being feared also.....here the situation of female is so worse..its hard to believe!! In the latest surveys india is in top ten countries which are unsafe for females!! its such a shame..!!

But i guess that's how it is...or shud be !! a place where from the childhood onwards a girl is taught to endure .they are not suppose to oppose or shouldn't speak....aisa to hona hi tha!!  In India everything is much harder.....surviving in "Shining India" is  a challenge itself even more so if uh are a woman!! its like  a war for females to dream n make their dreams come true!!

hmm even after saying awl these i think i cant ignore the positive aspects...that everything is changing!! :) i know its hard to believe but i can see the change...i can see it in myself!! a little girl is trying to find her identity n prove my worth. i can see it in my friends who even through awl the troubles are still struggling!! i can see it in my family...where my mom supports me so much!! dad has given me awl the freedom to choose my own path!! i can see myself growing slowly...understanding things day by day n i can see myself being happy even with awl the struggles because i guess its life :) the good thing uh know...my another friend have gotten admission in a medical university in Russia n she is going to move there in September!!

yesterday at the get together we awl gals shared our happiness!! it was a grt moment....:) i believe each of them will fight n will find their way out of awl this mess!! i wud like to think that someday i wud breathe in india which wud be mordern...a way more than  wat it is now!! not just people having  mordern infrastructure but having mordern midsets . India is a young country n i wud surely like to have my share in developing it :)

May be sumday...i guess !! ^_^ CYA!!

RaNdOm cLiCkS ;) :p

frnds foreva :*

its meh ^_^

had awsum time with frnds :)

LOVE???? wats dat?? :P

He's smart, He's intelligent, He's concerning, He's awl dat tall,dark n mysterious.... for whom all gals fawn over....he is impatient, possessive n downright sexist...an exact contrast of his other happy side!! he wud make me tea wen i m sick!! wud msg me " Gudmrning Beautiful "everyday...n wud hug me on my bad day. he wud b prideful n strong...while always keeps in mind  never to hurt mine!! he is my " Mr. Perfect". :)

                                                                     O.o   Uh wud say wat's all this about n who's is this guy?? well he is neel......the guy i m in love with!! a guy too perfect to exist and a guy who is always in my mind!! hehe actually he is only in my mind....not alive :P
           you must be thinking if i have gone crazyy or sumthing.....well let me tell uh ,,,m fine ;) well as normal as i can be but still...its true!! this guy has been on my mind since i have watched DDLJ(dilwale dulhaniya le jayenge ) every indian knws abt this movie n like every indian gal i started imagining(at the tender age of 11 mind uh :P) how awsum my raj wud be wen i'll growup!! how he wud come n sweep me off my feet to the sky!! Gosshhhh its so hilarious :D now as i think abt that!! i were so naive...but sab hote h rite?? :)

                                                   
                                                                         well why m i blabbering this bullshit nw??hmm the thing is, yesterday i was talking to my long lost friend.. After awl the 'his n hellos' we finally settled to that awl time "Favourite " topic of gals....BOYS!! ^_^ i came to know about his now awsum frossom boyfriend for two year....n surprisingly how much of a pervert she had become ( must be his influence duh :D) . i was happy hearing her talking about her luvlife so happily . i was really happy so i said how lucky she's for having such a tender n caring guy..as i have no such luck..specially wen it comes to boys. but then suddenly she started crying n i was really surprised after knowing the whole story.
                                                               she said even though she loves him so much n h loves her as equal but sumtimes she starts hating it awl.....now i asked why?? well bcoz as always he is moody, possessive, sexist, and downright commanding as most of the guys out there!! (one of the main reason for me still being a single)  sumtimes he is so out of control that she cud hardly handle him n wat happened three weeks back with her had me angered so much!! 
                                     HE SLAPPED HER!! not once but thrice -_- i mean wtf...plus the reason for dat is even more hilarious . uh knw why..bcoz she uploaded her selfie on the facebook!! i knw there are hackers n awl n i knw many people misuse such pics but is it a reason enough for slapping her?? the more is this he even know n control every lil damn thing in her life like wat she shud wear n wat not. where to go where not! :/  n wen i criticized him she asked me not to..bcoz he is her boyfriend n she loves him!! I mean WTF! >_<
                                                     

 She said this is normal thing yr...guys do dat but he loves her very much n then i said its not luv...its more like a ego boost that many boys love to have!! owning a naive girl n boasting like a property n wen girl tries to confront
him....that "I love uh dear" always wrks :P   A guy who really i mean really love uh wudnt behave like a control freak but wud be like a friend who uh can rely on!! but she wudn't listen to me n at last i surrendered to our friendship n her argument :/ 
                  After coming home i thought about it a lot n finally i realise how things change wen we grow up!! how different reality is to the world which we had imagined in our childhood. a world where good defeat the evil n princess always gets the prince!! i thought abt my old self  drawing my shinning prince..who wud never hurt me . i thought abt my that frnd n awl that vows we had taken, to always stand by each other  n how she had argued with me fr a guy who had slapped her n finally i realise how heart wrenchingly fake everything was. or maybe with time our delusions fades off . 

                                               now i know that people are born with flaws n those perfect prince doesn't exist nor the eternal friendship thing!!people change..w awl change..bt the deal is dat uh cant change them  for ur sake but rather uh can choose the one who's worth it!! even with awl the flaws who wont be perfect but will give uh enough reasons to overlook his imperfections.
     
                                                                                    its never okay to hit your partner no matter how dire the situation is!! hopefully my friend will realise it soon or may be her partner will come to his senses n realise his mistake ...i don't know ! she's my friend n i luv her...its not my place to decide fr her :)

i know this blog post has become so long n if uh r still reading it?? than xx ......i appreciate it ^_^ Sayonara :*

Imperfectly Perfect ;) :* ^_^

hey fellas!! it has been so long since i last updated...but i swear my schedule was so uptight plus i had to do a lot of things n blah blah blah!!! :) hope ya understand ;D goshhhh do uh guys ever feel insecure?? i mean i always feel that way during classes n awl. i think its natural as i  am surrounded with so many talented awsum blossom personas....ahm ahm aka friends...:D ohhhh yaar i so envy them :/ :D

                         Anyways ..i m actually preparing for C.A.T uh know entrance exams for top b schools in India....well i have two years to prepare as i m a sophomore in college but still ,i know a hell of guys who always makes me feels like hmm for better word umm a "Loser"  with big "L" :P  n hence this sulking thing has increased since then...well i havnt told much about myself  now have i!! well i m studying Business n wants to own a prosperous company in future !! LOL well i m pretty well stupid or uh can say kinda weird.. i always slips , mess things up n sumtimes makes a fool out of myself (well unintentionally DUH!! :D) hence no wonder when people laughs off my dreams as nothing...becoz they "believes" that i lacks talent in that department "sighs" :#                                                                                           

                                                                                                            anyways enough of this complaining.....:D After alllife is too short for complaints ...rite??? well today's day was certainly good, yeah as i had answered many  of the things in class...so my mood is pretty_tweety ;* awsum..guess that's why m here pouring my heart out again hehe i mean writing !!  ^_^ uh know i have this certain "Sir" in my tuition who always seems to ignore me..even if i m answering ,he wouldalways  either taunt me , n say i need to improve or simply brushes me off!! like HELL YEAH!!! -_- but still i have decided to not let such things let me down anymore..after awl this is my life n i don't give a fuck what anybody else thinks!! all i know is that.....when success speaks failures shut itself up n so the rude people.

                 so guys if uh r going through the same ...don't bother..just keep on trying to do the things uh r good at, in better ways  n let urslef shine :) its uh who decides....how to cope with such.. either let them put uh down or stand up  for urself...well i m certainly going to do dat!! :) hopefully i will be strong enough someday to gain respect n recognition from the haters.. because.i believe the real victory lies in dat!! not in a commanding leader instead,, a leading one....so be the unexpected, do the unexpected n  explore urself to be a better being than wat uh r right now afterawl........  this lyf is so beautiful .....to live , laugh n understand rite ;) Ja Ne.......Alvida :)      PS-- uh can write to meh if uh guys feel like it!! i certainly wudn't mind to have gud online friends in my life ;) cya !!

Festival of light....Deepawali

hey frnds today is dipawali....a festival of  celebrations..light  n  happiness fr indians...!! this festival symbolizes the victory of goodness n justice n it shws hw evil  will always b defeated in the end!! m nw having a lil bit of relaxation time after having a hectic n tiring day...believe me @_@ m into the preparations since morrning  n still have a hell of thngs to do..."sighs" (︶^︶) bt still as uh awl knw m sooo optimistic person ^_-  i still enjoy it alot...afterawll  festivals r d lyf of indians... diwali is my fav...it makes me feels special...hell ov a shpping with frnds (poor dad or rather his poor wallet)  firecrackers (though this tym  we frnds have decided to "go green" ) then preparations  n decorations n awll.....n finally on d diwali eve awl family members get to enjoy together ...no matter hw far everyone is...^_^ my home is practically a zoo nw with awl relatives n lill cousins..running here n dere ^O^ well even after awl dat m still full of energy n nw we awll  gonna have a blast....i bought a new saaree to wear this eve...its green well green color suits me d bst n i damn wanna look beautiful =^_^= well gotta go nw ...have to get ready well will write again bt untill den cya!! goodnight in advance n have a grt eve.....ja  ne!! └(^o^)┘