GOSHH!! sum people >_<

hey frnds hw r uh awl?? once again i have updated after a long time.... well srry for dat actually my schedule had been pretty hectic from sumtime..with awl d assignmnts n xams. m nt a regular writter as by now uh have seen but i sumtimes seriously feels dat this is my only lil corner where i can clear my mind from awl the bullshit going on in my life (god sumbudy help o_O) well m nt in a very good mood right now ...reason??? well here i go...
                                       i guess having a hell of notes to be made...mom being so annoying from sumlot of time...having  fight wid bff...ur secret crush on that "secret sumbudy" gets exposed to the whole class n the experience not being very pleasent n finally getting used by ur gud frnd to get out of her trouble is quite a reasons to be in bad mood...-_- >.<  ohk ...........enuff of my sulking... well i guess awl these trouble r the part of teenage lyf....but i guess at sum phase of lyf  we awl cum across such two faced persons  who r sumthng in ur front n sumthng else behind ur back..as i have said abt being used by one of my good frnd...i hate it really...nw the question is wat can be dun wid.such people?? specially of uh can't say "NO" ...
well firstly stop being a good person to them...remember uh dnt owe them anything so if they uh to do something uh don't  wanna do then say a clear NO...just forget abt being polite for once.
try to avoid them as much as possible....
never ever share anythng personal or important with such people they can use it against uh..
and finally even after awl these thing uh can't seem to get out of the clutches of that evil comrade then just fr once n awl critize him/her fr their behavior , try to make them understand their mistake (atlst one  final attempt -_-z) n then kindly show them the way out of ur life
.remember no regrets bcozz they r definitely not worth it

after awl sumtimes sum people r better of ur lyf....;-) right?? gudnite....bye !! sayonara :-D

Mastiiiii.........!!!

Heya frnds...i knw it has been long time.....n my last post wasn't exactly...."a post" but guess what??... today had a awsum day..at the college........ we performed on "taiyab ali" it was  an act plus dance thing...n uh knw what.....awl the student plus teachers were cheering. the people were like "wow" n i was like "hell yeah" . recieved alot of appraisal.....n the function was a blast.....danced with seniors., got compliment from my crush...(guess who?? mr. hottie of the college ;) ) then me n my friends were just roaming around the city.....n now m here and very very tired..n i do have college tomorrow.....:/ my test r in the next week n have alot to study!! gosh i dont even know from where to start nw......why is it always that bad things always follow the good ones :P well i think its tha way of life......as marilyn monroe says.."good thing fall apart so that better things falls together" :) i dunt knw wat future holds for me but m sure to atleast try to live it the way i want or if things get wrse then.....lets be positve n face it with head held high!! :P :D CYA!!

DrEaMs ,HoPeS AnD SuMtHiNg ElSe ;) :)

Hey friends i knw its been a long time..........its just that my college has started n schedule is tight......but m still here no.......today i dnt have much to say..... wen i was child i wanted to be an astranaut...then i grew up...n that aim seems too hard to accomplish .....then animation n media had piqued my intrst but it too had faded with time as life has shown a clearer picture to me...nw i dnt knw how to say it but m confused, little bit distracted  n oblivious. if uh ask me wat is that i want to become or do in future my answer wud be simple....i want to live. live it my own way......... i think in todays time having a life of ur own n dying without or atleast with least regrets is one hell of achievemnt. In our process of growing up we meet hundred people, sum good sum bad, we learn, we hurt, standup n move on...things r just like that . i dream a lot...bcoz thats my life force........it gives me a reason to fight everything n move forward even if in time it don't come true......often our dreams r crushed by harsh realities but still i believe . i have read that often bigger things start from little happenings just like dreams :)  i thing everyone shud dream it doesnt matters if it comes true or not....choose a way to walk on.........n hell never ever regret fr choosing!! either way its gonna make uh grow...isnt it.....:) . i have read sumwhere that we awl have a picture of "how things shud be" n thats the loophole........in the process we start underestimating everything we have.......i dont wanna do that........i want to start everyday with happy smile n wanna end it with satisfied one uh see.. :) i  have this very religeous friend always saying me..."never loose hope, everything happens for a reason, always thanx jesus even fr ur hardships bcoz he is  a way good planner then us...n in time we will  be reveled to the happiness" . sumtimes i find myself wondering if i cud ever achieve anything in my lyf...if i wud be able to die in a way i want....am i strong enough. sumtimes everything uh planned , uh want ,seems soo far....excatly thats wat m  feeling. i dnt knw wats gonna happen tomorrrow but i knw one thing i have expectations to live
upto, i have  dreams, hopes n little bit of sumthing else ;) 

cheers to women......;)

heya guyss well today i m in a mood of sumthng inspirational thats why just gonna upload sum beautiful quotes from sum of the most influentional celebs here...:) be inspired ;) its mostly abt women..though :)

have a grt

Acceptance.....:)

Acceptance ,just a simple word but held a lot of meaning within it. acceptance is a process of growing up....acceptance is a way to find peace  n acceptance is certainly a new way to change. i hear many time people saying to me that human's hunger is insatiable...we awl want more in our life regardless of what we already have. a poor man struggling to feed his family would feel blessed to have sum more money in his pocket.....he wouldnt care if he owns a gadget or not bcoz it doesn't matter to him on the other end a middleclass guy wants to live a luxurious life bcozz for him his status is just not enough.. n many time it creates problems ..my one friend had indulged in bad influence n had a great difficulty to get out of it.....when i talk abt acceptance it means acceptance in alot of ways...i remember being a little 9 yr old  wanting to have a computer in my home(those broad, bigscreens, windows98 ones) because one of my friends used to have it and it was still a luxury at that time in india but i had accepted that i wudnt get one bcoz we cant afford it....today sitting before my lap n writting here in this blog i feel that it was for good in the end atleast i have learned to admire things  n have enjoyed my childhood days in a way a child should be..playing with friends having fights, learning  how to forgive n move on  bcoz its easy wen uh r a child. i was a social butterfly in sum way n that led me into another form of acceptance....acceptance of people's flaws n more importantly my ownselve's. In my childhood my most selfish friends were those who wudnt share their tiffin or crayons with me but now things have changed,....nw m dealing with far more mature friends (i dnt knw if shud even call them that) with more differences in tastes n ideals...while growing up one can easily understands the meaning of actual selfishness with  fake friends, neck breaking competitions, n so on.....i do have sum kind n great friends ( m lucky yipeee) but it dont make the truth less sour.....there comes a time wen we awl feel betrayed n hurt ,a cost we have to pay for trusting wrong people, we break we hurt n finally we come to realise  that its just a phase n it will pass,,,,,finally we accept.Accept the things the way they are......we learn that though our life is not picture perfect but its still beutiful :)  <3

ANnOYiNg mUcH!! :/

hey friends.....guess what..its my birthday today........n hw was it? well gud ...i can say it was awsum as i got a new scooty...(activa) :D had a grt time wid my bestie n had done a lot of stuff......ya knw wat happened today?? i was just trying to ride my new scooty as i have never tried it before......n after sum km i met wid an accident..thanks to lord that m safe with few scratches n my scooty as well...but the thing that turned off mah mood is wen i was down there after that lill accident many people have gathered n few of them( ahh god bless them) have helped me while one of the oldies started lecturing me that hw i shudnt be using one n shud go n learn to ride it in a vacant place......n awl!! gosh wat do they oldies think that i havnt "practised it on a vacant ground" those fools shud understand that riding on a vacant ground is far different from riding in the city road full of traffic n no matter hw much anyone have practiced its still difficult fr starter...it upset me alot that a mature person like him( hes nearly 50 i guess..or so it appeared) have behaved in such a way i mean who wud be a fool enough to do it intentionally?? i didnt strike that wall fr amusement did i?? ohh no it was an accident n instead of hellping me out of that he found it more suitable to lecture me in the middle of the road with me fallen over my scooty ...i mean where is the common sense yr.....i knw its my fault that anyone else wud have injured too but i didnt want it there nw did i??  gosh its the tendency of local people here to just shout n scream like "is desh ka kuch nahi ho sakta" n awl...gosh  wake..up......just lecturing is nt going to repair things but a lill help will do...n fr god sake if uh have brains do that!! i m feeling a lill upset that that incident had spoiled my bday mood :/ i just wanted to speak it out....as m very angry wid such people ....they shud just get lost if they cant help in this situations then they shudnt be making things wrse :P i knw we awl have sum people in our lyf wid same tendencies..n many of us gets irritated ..m feeling that too but always remember... "jo kutte bhaukte h wo katte nahi" so just ignore, they r nt wrth it :) n yeah m going to do better wid my scuty next time definatly :D be happy n keep smiling :)