Festival of light....Deepawali

hey frnds today is dipawali....a festival of  celebrations..light  n  happiness fr indians...!! this festival symbolizes the victory of goodness n justice n it shws hw evil  will always b defeated in the end!! m nw having a lil bit of relaxation time after having a hectic n tiring day...believe me @_@ m into the preparations since morrning  n still have a hell of thngs to do..."sighs" (︶^︶) bt still as uh awl knw m sooo optimistic person ^_-  i still enjoy it alot...afterawll  festivals r d lyf of indians... diwali is my fav...it makes me feels special...hell ov a shpping with frnds (poor dad or rather his poor wallet)  firecrackers (though this tym  we frnds have decided to "go green" ) then preparations  n decorations n awll.....n finally on d diwali eve awl family members get to enjoy together ...no matter hw far everyone is...^_^ my home is practically a zoo nw with awl relatives n lill cousins..running here n dere ^O^ well even after awl dat m still full of energy n nw we awll  gonna have a blast....i bought a new saaree to wear this eve...its green well green color suits me d bst n i damn wanna look beautiful =^_^= well gotta go nw ...have to get ready well will write again bt untill den cya!! goodnight in advance n have a grt eve.....ja  ne!! └(^o^)┘

APPRECIATION and ADJUSTMENT :-* :'( :)

Appreciation n Adjustments.....
. seems like two different things but by having a closer look on the way things wrk we cum to knw...they arent. we awl have a very small life to live n yet we awl wants soo much that its insane.... i have read sumwhere dat man is the dangerous beast out of awl..his desires are endless, selfish, ignorant n whatnot.

wen i was lill i used to dream alot....but as i grew up i came face to face with the reality...that everythng we want cannot be fullfiled ...uh cant please everyone...
in the mean time  we awl understand that its a part of growing up....understandng dat sum wishes were never meant to  come true....and with awl these we learn to do is " adjustmnts" we learn to adjust with everythng we can't Change .n live our lives in despair because its the only way.....n whos to blame?? well ofcourse god,luck,fate blah blah blah :P

these is one of my fav lines...
'" if uh truly wanna behappy then just follow this => change the things uh can't accept...accept the things uh cant change"
why cant we simply understand ,accept and appreciate things??  why is it so hard?? i guess bcoz most of the people live with the picture in their mind rather than picture in front of eyes...abt how things shud be..
i guess the only way to be happy in this is just appreciating the things :) things which we awl have on our pockets n we dnt even realise it.small happiness...small cherished moments ,things n so on!! it canbe anythng from being helping an underprivileged  child ...
to share a scooty drive along the outskirts of the city while having giddy convo abt hotties n bitches. whether its just being pampered by mom n bestie after getting a flu or small crushes uh seemed to have on every cute guy as ur " true love" :-D mind uh!! its the small things where true happiness lies...no matter if uh dnt have a awsum life ,if uh r nt rich...n awl but we awl do have sum pretty small things to appreciate.isn't it??

the thing is happiness doesn't lie in getting everything we want but rather adjusting wid everythng we have n appreciate it.. cherish it enjoyit...the way it is!! maybe ours life can never be that "picture perfect" but at the end its still " BEAUTIFUL" :) ;-) :-D khudahafiz... shabbakhair..shubhratri.!!!

GOSHH!! sum people >_<

hey frnds hw r uh awl?? once again i have updated after a long time.... well srry for dat actually my schedule had been pretty hectic from sumtime..with awl d assignmnts n xams. m nt a regular writter as by now uh have seen but i sumtimes seriously feels dat this is my only lil corner where i can clear my mind from awl the bullshit going on in my life (god sumbudy help o_O) well m nt in a very good mood right now ...reason??? well here i go...
                                       i guess having a hell of notes to be made...mom being so annoying from sumlot of time...having  fight wid bff...ur secret crush on that "secret sumbudy" gets exposed to the whole class n the experience not being very pleasent n finally getting used by ur gud frnd to get out of her trouble is quite a reasons to be in bad mood...-_- >.<  ohk ...........enuff of my sulking... well i guess awl these trouble r the part of teenage lyf....but i guess at sum phase of lyf  we awl cum across such two faced persons  who r sumthng in ur front n sumthng else behind ur back..as i have said abt being used by one of my good frnd...i hate it really...nw the question is wat can be dun wid.such people?? specially of uh can't say "NO" ...
well firstly stop being a good person to them...remember uh dnt owe them anything so if they uh to do something uh don't  wanna do then say a clear NO...just forget abt being polite for once.
try to avoid them as much as possible....
never ever share anythng personal or important with such people they can use it against uh..
and finally even after awl these thing uh can't seem to get out of the clutches of that evil comrade then just fr once n awl critize him/her fr their behavior , try to make them understand their mistake (atlst one  final attempt -_-z) n then kindly show them the way out of ur life
.remember no regrets bcozz they r definitely not worth it

after awl sumtimes sum people r better of ur lyf....;-) right?? gudnite....bye !! sayonara :-D

Mastiiiii.........!!!

Heya frnds...i knw it has been long time.....n my last post wasn't exactly...."a post" but guess what??... today had a awsum day..at the college........ we performed on "taiyab ali" it was  an act plus dance thing...n uh knw what.....awl the student plus teachers were cheering. the people were like "wow" n i was like "hell yeah" . recieved alot of appraisal.....n the function was a blast.....danced with seniors., got compliment from my crush...(guess who?? mr. hottie of the college ;) ) then me n my friends were just roaming around the city.....n now m here and very very tired..n i do have college tomorrow.....:/ my test r in the next week n have alot to study!! gosh i dont even know from where to start nw......why is it always that bad things always follow the good ones :P well i think its tha way of life......as marilyn monroe says.."good thing fall apart so that better things falls together" :) i dunt knw wat future holds for me but m sure to atleast try to live it the way i want or if things get wrse then.....lets be positve n face it with head held high!! :P :D CYA!!

DrEaMs ,HoPeS AnD SuMtHiNg ElSe ;) :)

Hey friends i knw its been a long time..........its just that my college has started n schedule is tight......but m still here no.......today i dnt have much to say..... wen i was child i wanted to be an astranaut...then i grew up...n that aim seems too hard to accomplish .....then animation n media had piqued my intrst but it too had faded with time as life has shown a clearer picture to me...nw i dnt knw how to say it but m confused, little bit distracted  n oblivious. if uh ask me wat is that i want to become or do in future my answer wud be simple....i want to live. live it my own way......... i think in todays time having a life of ur own n dying without or atleast with least regrets is one hell of achievemnt. In our process of growing up we meet hundred people, sum good sum bad, we learn, we hurt, standup n move on...things r just like that . i dream a lot...bcoz thats my life force........it gives me a reason to fight everything n move forward even if in time it don't come true......often our dreams r crushed by harsh realities but still i believe . i have read that often bigger things start from little happenings just like dreams :)  i thing everyone shud dream it doesnt matters if it comes true or not....choose a way to walk on.........n hell never ever regret fr choosing!! either way its gonna make uh grow...isnt it.....:) . i have read sumwhere that we awl have a picture of "how things shud be" n thats the loophole........in the process we start underestimating everything we have.......i dont wanna do that........i want to start everyday with happy smile n wanna end it with satisfied one uh see.. :) i  have this very religeous friend always saying me..."never loose hope, everything happens for a reason, always thanx jesus even fr ur hardships bcoz he is  a way good planner then us...n in time we will  be reveled to the happiness" . sumtimes i find myself wondering if i cud ever achieve anything in my lyf...if i wud be able to die in a way i want....am i strong enough. sumtimes everything uh planned , uh want ,seems soo far....excatly thats wat m  feeling. i dnt knw wats gonna happen tomorrrow but i knw one thing i have expectations to live
upto, i have  dreams, hopes n little bit of sumthing else ;) 

cheers to women......;)

heya guyss well today i m in a mood of sumthng inspirational thats why just gonna upload sum beautiful quotes from sum of the most influentional celebs here...:) be inspired ;) its mostly abt women..though :)

have a grt

Acceptance.....:)

Acceptance ,just a simple word but held a lot of meaning within it. acceptance is a process of growing up....acceptance is a way to find peace  n acceptance is certainly a new way to change. i hear many time people saying to me that human's hunger is insatiable...we awl want more in our life regardless of what we already have. a poor man struggling to feed his family would feel blessed to have sum more money in his pocket.....he wouldnt care if he owns a gadget or not bcoz it doesn't matter to him on the other end a middleclass guy wants to live a luxurious life bcozz for him his status is just not enough.. n many time it creates problems ..my one friend had indulged in bad influence n had a great difficulty to get out of it.....when i talk abt acceptance it means acceptance in alot of ways...i remember being a little 9 yr old  wanting to have a computer in my home(those broad, bigscreens, windows98 ones) because one of my friends used to have it and it was still a luxury at that time in india but i had accepted that i wudnt get one bcoz we cant afford it....today sitting before my lap n writting here in this blog i feel that it was for good in the end atleast i have learned to admire things  n have enjoyed my childhood days in a way a child should be..playing with friends having fights, learning  how to forgive n move on  bcoz its easy wen uh r a child. i was a social butterfly in sum way n that led me into another form of acceptance....acceptance of people's flaws n more importantly my ownselve's. In my childhood my most selfish friends were those who wudnt share their tiffin or crayons with me but now things have changed,....nw m dealing with far more mature friends (i dnt knw if shud even call them that) with more differences in tastes n ideals...while growing up one can easily understands the meaning of actual selfishness with  fake friends, neck breaking competitions, n so on.....i do have sum kind n great friends ( m lucky yipeee) but it dont make the truth less sour.....there comes a time wen we awl feel betrayed n hurt ,a cost we have to pay for trusting wrong people, we break we hurt n finally we come to realise  that its just a phase n it will pass,,,,,finally we accept.Accept the things the way they are......we learn that though our life is not picture perfect but its still beutiful :)  <3

ANnOYiNg mUcH!! :/

hey friends.....guess what..its my birthday today........n hw was it? well gud ...i can say it was awsum as i got a new scooty...(activa) :D had a grt time wid my bestie n had done a lot of stuff......ya knw wat happened today?? i was just trying to ride my new scooty as i have never tried it before......n after sum km i met wid an accident..thanks to lord that m safe with few scratches n my scooty as well...but the thing that turned off mah mood is wen i was down there after that lill accident many people have gathered n few of them( ahh god bless them) have helped me while one of the oldies started lecturing me that hw i shudnt be using one n shud go n learn to ride it in a vacant place......n awl!! gosh wat do they oldies think that i havnt "practised it on a vacant ground" those fools shud understand that riding on a vacant ground is far different from riding in the city road full of traffic n no matter hw much anyone have practiced its still difficult fr starter...it upset me alot that a mature person like him( hes nearly 50 i guess..or so it appeared) have behaved in such a way i mean who wud be a fool enough to do it intentionally?? i didnt strike that wall fr amusement did i?? ohh no it was an accident n instead of hellping me out of that he found it more suitable to lecture me in the middle of the road with me fallen over my scooty ...i mean where is the common sense yr.....i knw its my fault that anyone else wud have injured too but i didnt want it there nw did i??  gosh its the tendency of local people here to just shout n scream like "is desh ka kuch nahi ho sakta" n awl...gosh  wake..up......just lecturing is nt going to repair things but a lill help will do...n fr god sake if uh have brains do that!! i m feeling a lill upset that that incident had spoiled my bday mood :/ i just wanted to speak it out....as m very angry wid such people ....they shud just get lost if they cant help in this situations then they shudnt be making things wrse :P i knw we awl have sum people in our lyf wid same tendencies..n many of us gets irritated ..m feeling that too but always remember... "jo kutte bhaukte h wo katte nahi" so just ignore, they r nt wrth it :) n yeah m going to do better wid my scuty next time definatly :D be happy n keep smiling :)

ThIs iS A lYF ,,,hOlD On tIgHt...na na na yeah!! :D

heya friends....well most of the time when i write things in this blog is when i feel that too much things are bottled up in me and i wanted to let it awl out....the things i see at work, things happening to the people close to me n awl.......i update after so long is just bcoz i dnt want to write just bcoz i have to.......writting is an art, a platform infact a powerfull one where uh can use ur words as strength isnt it?? well i dnt knw much famous writters but i have read good books of some really great authors.......well sydney sheldon used to be my favorate ones(becozz they were the only ones available in our school library :D) other than tha jk rowling,agatha christie,dan brown, nicollas sparks are my fav...hey there r indian authors too whom i like to read well i have read many books sum r pretty good but i cnt remember many of their names right now just some whom i have read againa again like preeti shenoy, chetan bhagat , amish tripathy(if uh r a book lover uh wud knw why) .well uh awl must be thinking why i am telling uh awl this ..actually i was going through preeti mam's blog n was surprised to knw that months n months she used to write blog without anyone even watching it...but still she didnt stop....i think thats the spirit of writting right?? well todays blog is just to say thanxx to awl those who have been viewing this blog.....it feels good to know that even if the number is less sum people r still intrsted reading wat uh feels its like sharing ur heartout to someone uh dnt have to wrry abt :) i knw my last sum blogs had been very depressing, where i always talk abt problems, needed to be change, revolution n awl....pretty hard to digest isnt it?? :D uh awl must be thinking that i m a complainer who always complains n do nthng....well its not like that ,,,,i enjoy my lyf yeah infact i live every ounce of it proudly!! wen ever someone says that "you r very responsible gal nikki" i always say that hey i m not responsible ,m just trying to die without regrets :P :D weird?? true but actually its a gud way to avoid many problems where uh consider urself as ur own judge . i consider myself very lucky to be born in my family......i knw i hadnt talked abt it very much so today m here to say sum few linness "AHm ahm"  abt my precious family.i will try not to write it much longer okay. well i have a small family with maa , paa n shivam( mah baby brother :* )  i love them awl. my mom is the worlds  coolest mom for me, i share everything with her..my mom is my best friend..she is reliable, supportive, and very good at advices.....wenever i feel low consulting her always helps me.......i wish i cud tell her how much i love n respect her even after awl d fights i had wen  i become moody n create tantrums...she is the best person i can ever wish fr!! then nw comes to my dad well he is veryy serious n he speaks very less .he is possesive , protective n can be very non understanding( irritating :P srry dad:D) at a times but still i love him fr everything he has done fr me.......fr every need (jo unhone puri ki ho mere bina bole) wen i see my friends i really find myself on a very good side of lyf.well who wudnt be wen uh have liberal parents, a fun job n world best n kindhearted girl as uh bestie huh ;) well nw as uh knw my parents lastly my bro..well in nutshell i can say that we share a "tom-jerry" relationship :D or "naruto-sasuke" watever uh like to say......:D we always fight even became famous in our neighbourhood as most noisy children but he is a part of myself n i owe to protect him forever.......so its my family my sweet little safety...where i can i always come to :) m not writting this to shw my skills or sumthng (as uh knw i dnt have much :P) its just that i m feeling gratefull....fr everything i have n want everyone out there to knw it..i guess its not only me who shud be but everyone else who feels low n down at a time!! always remember there is always sumone out there wishing fr a life uh r living......i knw there r many thing we want to have or do but its nt possible no??.......even we can achieve awl dat the list is just endless.......the least we can do here is to thank that sumone in the sky for "roti, kapda aur makan" he is giving us..the ability that we can afford using lappy n tabs today isnt it?? being gratefull to the people who have in sum way or other held sum place in ur lyf is sumthng which not only wud make that person happy but will give uh a inner joy as well....well i knw most of the people knw this but wat i m doing here is just reminding uh....ya awl intelligent fellows :D if uh hadnt done it or suffering than change it...this small things can create a big change..sumthing so microscopic that uh wont even find it but feel.....i firmly believe that its everyones right to do things they want..i myself is a believer.....i have dreams that i want to accomplish n will do everything i can to make my life the way i want it to be but i knw that even if awl those thing wont happen then also i will be hapy bcoz i tried...the latest a person  can do in this matter is to let go n least we can do is be happy....happy to understand the value of it right?? well m off here fr tonight .hope ya awl r not bored...well lets make the best out of everything then from tommorow lets try to enjoy lyf with a different approach n see the magic *BOOM* n have the way with it........jate jate ek line....>>>>

      ARZ KIYA HAI>>>>

"Khushiyan milti nahi mangne par,

 Manzil milti nahi raah pe ruk jane par.

 Bharosa rakhna khud par aur us rab ar,

 Sab kuch deta hai wo sahi waqt ane par."

 sayonara, goodnight n sleep well :) <3 

AMEN ^_^ :)

Heyaa friends.....m here again ...i knw its been quite a time since i have updated but i was actually bzyyy .......:) there r lot of things going through my mind n m wondering from where should i start......its rainning here again..i think it gives me mood to write sumthing :D i actually have a habit of reading newspaper daily..n if by sum reason i cant then i collect them n read it wenever i get time :P my frnds call me wierd ( hey i told uh dat didnt i??) bcoz i dnt do a single thing which a normal youngster is suposed to do O.o i m nt into fashion n i hate accessories, i m anime lover n an avid book reader..i always keeps one wid me ^_^ anyways we can talk abt me later also......lets continue so what i was saying is dat yeasterday i was reading awl the newspaper(a week worth of newspaper which i have collected) n suddenly came through a article on oprah winfrey.....wen i had first heard abt her i had googled her out n was thoroughly impressed with her achievements...then i had heard abt her visit in india n was anxiously waiting to get it on the air...but i must say i was dissipointed after watching it...as there was more of negative reviews then positive one.........i knw wat she had said was alll true..there r hell ov a problems here n we r still struggling to get there,,,the latest example is "uttarakhand baad" but stiil i feel that as one of the most influential celebrity in the world it was her duty to go in deep n understand an ordinary middleclass indian's lyf style . hey its a way better than wat normal people think abt here ya knw!! .....but she failed to bring sum positive side no??...there have nothing happened like dat ......even she had commented on traditional indian style of eating(using hands) i wish she wud have done more...but still i respect her alot after awl she is a woman of power , a personality we awl can learn from,,,,,:) she had gone through a lot but still she is standing tall n proud....i knw its been over a year since this"opera in india" incident but yeah while reading there her apreciation the old memories had resurfaced ........ i still admire her n her way of living is inspiring. i love her that line" feel like a queen and awl the problems are just the pebbles to which uh shud step on n move forward"  well hope soon..we wud grow n develop n wud shw not only her but the entire world that....we r way much better than wat they believe us to be :) here talking abt uttarakhand had certainly touched a chord.....god bless awl those army officers who have helped n still helping the victims there....god knws wat wud have happened if it wasnt fr them :/ i m too dissipointed with our leaders moreover m very dissipointed with myself......i m a part of this country but blaming eachother wud take us nowhere :/ once again nature have showed us that "who is the boss" n government has showed us that they are again the same "impotent" government  which are so proudly be selected by the damn fools( us) . its really a shame that just after 6 months of nirbhaya incident on 2 month of sarabjit...our government strategies hasnt improved that much its like nobody cares.....the special cammandos which are created to protect country r protecting the V.I.P's of our nation......bcoz we r ordinary people , our lyf isnt that valuable..wat wud happen if sum people die in bomb blast( refferring hyderabad blast here :/) there r hell lot of people there fr votes......so no tension there.gosh i dnt knw wat to do or say.....i just knw dat once i will find a suitable job i m definatly gonna do sumthng...(dnt ask me wat coz i dnt knw) m just here praying fr the people suffering from this calamity.....god bless!! ahh such a pessimist i m...:P well seeing the bright side.....most of the people are rescued..thanks to our brave soldiers hats off to them!! they have shown the true indian spirit .......plus i have seen the youngistan's reactions n can say that yeah situation r defiatly gonna change in future....bcoz its time to start now....i feel proud wen my friends trying to sort out the problems in the city, volunteering in helping other i am assured that things r improving even at a unnoticiable pace.....i have always seen many people who either had or currentlynwrking in foriegn saying that yo america is like this ,germany is like dat, uk is so clean n neat ..seriously sumtimes i feels like a they shud write poetry on them :P the thing that strikes me is why the same people wen comes back in india dont even think a second before loitering roads  with waste. they dont even think a second that its their own country which they are polluting even if they not gonna live here......i called this "foriegn fever syndrome" where uh r gonna like everything thats not our own :P yeah really.......i have read the reviews on various things n can say that every country is now strugggling with their own problems........whether if its pollution thing in china, finding jobs are stiill very difficult in USA although their conditions are improving n just like that.. even if those r nt shown out in the wrld it doesnt means dey dont exist...they do n we just have to understand dat!! if we have to become better we have to take things in our hand....admiring others n doing nothing is not gonna help nt if uh want to improve. its funny wen its ohk to speak (not so good) hindi..but if uh sucks at english then uh will become a laughing stock in india..even ur own frnds gonna ignore uh (we awl have seen english vinglish no??) but funny thing is dat in uk or us its not a priority...as people understands that english is not ur first language even i sucks in grammer ( srry fr dat plzz try to ignore ^_^)  i knw we have the potential to grow to be the best....but the things is people are addicted to the easy life we r living here...noone dares to take responsibilities......government, people nobody.....we awl just blame eachother n it had nt only spoiled our image in front of the wrld but in sumways have killed our conscience so much that nothng matters to us anymore as long as we r easy.....n then everybody goes on n say "is desh ka kuch nahi ho sakta" here i remember a line fr the film "rang de basanti"....."zindagi jeene k do hi raaste h ek jo ho rha h hone do.......ya dusra zimmedari uthao badalne ki" now here m asking are we capable enuf ki hum zimmedari utha sake?? yes ofcourse we are.......2nd >>are we trying to do so?? nope certainly not.....i knw once again i hAVE lectured uh awl alot ( according to my buddies m very good at it :D) n this blog has been very long..thanxx again if uh r reading this....its just dat i want people to try..try harder than wat they r doing,,n if uh have read this n feels that m right then start from urself....encourage people to stop taking shortcuts n wrk hard so there will be no need to do "jugaad".always remember that there is no shortcut to success......feel free to decide wat is right fr uh n things will fall in place on their own!! be happy have fun but without compromising with ur responsibilities.......n yeah luv urself <3 <3 sayonara ^_^

WhAt ThE hElL!! O.o

Heya guyzzz........long time isnt it :P i havnt updated since last month!! well its nt like i dnt have anything to say hmm i guess its just dat  m feeling very lazyy as its been very hot here :) infact i have a hell of things that i wanna simply blurt it out !! things has been so hectic.....with full of sweet memories n sour experiences!! its raining here n finally m feeling alive...so here i m again!! ^_^ hehe uh knw i dnt like to get out in the rain then my bestie(a freakin rain lover) says to me..that once uh fall in love rainy season will become ur fav ones......n i was like really?? gosh.......i always read abt woman's right n awl .people says india is growing n conditions of women r better now..but the question is "really"?? is it so?? well m asking bcoz wenever i go out i dnt see it........anywhere!! atleast not in people's mentality.....a guy wont leave his seat in a bus bcoz he thinks that women shudnt be given such "luxuries" (as i must say it)...just bcoz women nw wants the equal rights of men but they can happily offer it to some other guy. well i m nt blaming the guy here but wat hapen to such men wen they rightfully n proudly sits in a reserved "women" compartment?? in india men grow up being a paradoxx.......they shamelessly hit on others sister but keep their own in confinements bcozz they knw this "big bad wrlds n cruels shameless guys" which in most aspects are similar to themselves!! its okay fr them to be a playboy playing with a gals feelings but wen a gal dare to do that they are being tagged as "sluts" why?? is it so wrng fr woman to be herself n take her decision without a man's consent?? I m feminist but m nt bicthing here bcoz of it...m saying awl thesse bcoz m hurt!! hurt fr my best friends who is going through awl these.......she has sacrificed her likes just to be with sumone(that bastard) she used to call her love.........who have dumped her nw just bcoz she didnt agree to sleep with him n he goes on saying that " hey mere paas ladkiyo ki kami nahi h tere jaisi to bht mil jayegi aur tu to utni sundar bhi nahi h"!! i mean what the hell.......is being beutifull is the only trait to describe a woman?? a gal is nthng than a fucking body?? uske paas dil nahi hota...!! In our country men dont even needs a reason to be proud they just do n a woman have to prove herself being "wrthy" again n again!! I guess we awl have heard abt mallika's comment in cannes film festival.....n i personally feel that wat she had said was  partially true..even if my fav actress priyanka chopra says otherwise!! i think its bcoz of different upbringing. priyanka had born in a modern family with parents having liberal thinking but situations are different with mallika......her family was orthodox or "indian minded" wat i call them.....where a role of a men n women is predefinedn  n any type of changes r nt allowed. hmm but thinking deeply we can say that boys r nt only faulty here........gals are equally responsible!! they like to be pampered n always thinking emotionally gets them hurt.......i have learnt sum grt thing abt a woman's nature being at wrk....>>

1) they gets jealous wen another female colleage starts giving them competition n acquaring more attention ...but its doesnt matter wen a guy do that...they happily surrender themselves that yeah "gals r fool n its a fact...they can never beat any guy"

2) they r more bitchy than a guy n starts being more emotional just to get wat she wants...even if it makes them appears weak.

3) having desire to be appreciated fr beauty n always gives more time to makeup!!

i knw i knw m also a gal n thATS wat makes me sad.....the above points are not applicable fr awl the women out there n if uh r reading this n didnt like it than m heartly srry fr dat!!  its just dat m passionate abt lyf n want to see that in others too.........a woman's lyf doesnt end with marriage but rather starts with it.........being a wife a mother n having a family is i guess a biggest desire of a gal...mine too bt living a respectfull life is equally imortant!! awl the gals shud remember this that nature have made us different from boys not just to keep the balance but having n giving more than that. dnt compare urself with a man or try to be like him....,,,uh r a woman!! a beautiful, sensative, intelligent and heartfull n respect that!! be a emotional woman who can strongly handle her lyf like a man. uh can give lyf... men cant do that.......yeah!! remember ur place n remember every ounce of respect n love uh deserve......sacrifice is sumthng we mostly connects with a traditional indian woman n i agree that only a woman is strong enough to do dat but keep in mind fr whom uh r doing it........uh r not a waste but a part of a nature n treat urself like one . i wish i can say this to awll my wrk colleages but m srry that they r typical indian people n dnt want to change dat.......varsha di wants to marry n its her biggest goal in lyf n hemu sir thinks that "women r lower than trash n they should be shown there place" .i knw m just a mere teenager but yeah it confuses me alot ......i sumtime thinks that the biggest fight that our country is gonna face is nt that fight with china or america but rather a fight with itself!! fight to grow...grow upto its old glory!! a nation of prosperity, culture n lyf!! n fr that it needs equal contribution from female's side <3 i knw this blog has been so long...but told ya already want to let it awl out :) i have many questions n nw struggling to find the right answers but at the end i just want to tell my heart out!! abt hw proud i am fr being a woman...even with its difficulties i knw i will find my way one day!!  i wish that people will allow to change themselves sumday n lyf will be less troubled with less questions to answer right??

 :D i hope frthese awl...AMEN!! GOD BLESS!! cya later..^_^